we decided to walk to the park and have a little fun, alone time.  there’s a park next to our complex that we visit every now and then.  we wanted to play frisbee and just hang out with the doggies.  this was bella’s first time playing with a frisbee.  she actually loved it evern thought the frisbee was almost bigger than her.  at the end we took a family picture.  thank goodness for self timers.  hhaha.

i am sick of our white walls!!!  i love color.  i think that’s why i’m not so cheery and happy at home.. there are no colors!  i miss our last apartment.  we had most of our walls painted.  we didnt need any wall art…it was a place that made me feel happy and comfortable.  now… all i see is white.  over the last few months i have even added lots of very colorful photos to our walls but it doesn’t do anything for me.  it still looks bland hanging on such a bare wall.

all my life i would always have bright, beautiful colors on my walls.  i would change my wall colors once or twice a year.  i am really frustrated and so tempted to just paint it one day.  i just wish paint wasnt so expensive.  i have some leftover paint in our garage but i doubt it’ll be enough to cover a full wall.  i was going through all my pictures on my phone and saw pix of our old colorful apartment.  it just made our furniture and everything stand out and look homey.  i really, really miss it.  if anybody has any lowes or home depot gift cards or store credit you dont want….**sticking my hand out**  i wouldn’t mind using it!  hahah.

i am hoping by my birthday or by the beginning of summer our walls will be painted.  if you think about it, painting walls will probably be a lot cheaper than buying art.

i have some ideas of how i want our place to look.  i might use the same color palette that we had in our previous apartment, but i have some other ideas of how to enhance our walls.  i am also thinking of changing our layout again.  i get bored easily and love to change our furniture around as well.  change is good.  haha.

have you ever wondered how you will die?  having signs of the big earthquake that we may have coming soon, it’s got me terrified.  how scary would it be to die during an earthquake?  all around everything is collapsing, the earth is shaking, you have no control over it.  what if the earthquake was so string that the cracks in the road were so huge and deep that you could fall in and there is no way to be saved.  i think i watch way too many movies, but still…who knows?

obviously , i would rather die in my sleep, no pain, no suffering.  or i would choose to suffocate or drown over anything else.  i would hate to die in a fire, nr during a natural disaster, or by a would/injury and have to suffer. i wouldnt want to overdose either.

weird topic, huh, but it’s what came to mind right now.  if you could choose… how would you want to die?