so last week, jake & i went to the doctor for a check up come to find there are some pretty important/serious things we need to deal with.  my birthday is next week so i was pretty excited about that.  then all of a sudden i get the mail yesterday and i finally get my court hearing date for an issue i had with the last salon i was with for not getting paid….and the hearing is the day before my birthday!  so now i am stressed out about seeing the salon owners again because i hate that it came to this and the whole confrontation thing and  being in court.  as much as i am confident that i will win the case i am still extremely nervous.

then we have all these other doctor’s appointments that are coming up for the issues we found out about….along with follow ups and surgeries and medications and such.

then there’s work.  i just got promoted and was gonna get my first actual training on the day before my birthday, then i got the mail for the court hearing and had to reschedule it.  i feel so bad cuz in the last  few weeks and up to the 2nd week of june i’ve asked for so many days off.  it was jake’s birthday that i for sure needed to be off for, then his mom’s bday, the mother’s day, then robin’s birthday, then there was a newlywed couple in town and i needed to be there to see them and congratulate them, then there were the doctors appointments, then coming up it’s the follow up appointment, then the days off for the surgery appointment, then the court hearing date, then my birthday, then there’s tisay’s baby showers (2)….and that’s all….for now. soon i’ll have to make appointments for the dentist cuz it’s also been awhile since our last visit.  but that’ll just have to wait.  i do not want to get in trouble with work.  after this blog i need to breathe and just chill out and take care of each one by one so i dont have an anxiety attack.

it was refreshing to speak to my mom on the phone and just hear her encouraging words.  she reminded me that through tough times and all times “God has a plan” and each thing could be a miracle in disguise. sometimes when we get stressed out we only look at the bad but it made me open my eyes and clear my head a bit and remember that everything is the way it is on purpose.  I just have to be patient.  so yes, i am hoping when all this craziness is done with things will be mellow again.  what kind of things are going on in your life right now?